This was either the best or the worst weekend ever. I did next to nothing for three days, which is something that I aspire to during any given three-day period. On the other hand, I now have a four-day week ahead of me, with five daysí worth of work to get done. Plus, I have a doctor appointment on Wednesday. Plus, I have to get to the bank tomorrow or my rent check will bounce. Plus, I really, really need a haircut, and Iíd like to do it before I go to the doctor.
Since my Monday plans almost never work out the way I hope they will, how can I have any confidence that Tuesday, which is in fact a double Monday this week, will turn out in my favor? The truth is, I canít. I have to make it so through the force of my own will, and thatís a daunting prospect, since my will isnít all that forceful. Most of the time I tend to bend to the point of breaking, and then I break.
On a positive note, Iíve now gone two full days without having to use anything for the pain in my right arm. On a slightly negative note, the pain in my right arm is as severe and constant as itís been during the last month. But Iím pushing forward and getting through the bad times as well as I could probably expect. I do believe Iím going to get my work done tomorrow, along with all the other things on my agenda.