Sometimes the last thing you think you need is the one thing that will help you get over that hurdle.
I was hatiní life today, for sure. Hatiní this dismal time of year, hatiní the looming holidays, and hatiní the whole world. I was so tired I couldnít focus on anything. All I wanted was to bundle up and stay home and wallow.
Tammy didnít exactly drag me out of the house tonight. She offered to help me with something thatís been weighing on my mind. Itís not a big thing in the big scene, but itís an important detail (holiday-related, so I canít spill, sorry). It was an offer I couldnít afford to refuse.
I met her at her house, so I got to see David and the boys, including a megadose of Aidenís high wattage smile. Bingo! Thatís what I needed, even more than the help. But the help was what got me moving, and itís whatís going to make me sleep a little easier. So for that, as well as the rest, Iím grateful.